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I'm sick now.  I guess it was inevitable, running around for 12+ hours a day and trading in sleep to watch the live action Scooby Doo and skinny dip under the moon. 

But with the exception of one camper with a crippling attention disorder who miraculously introduced himself to Steve by saying, "Hi! I'm Joe, I have ADD!" all of my campers over the past two weeks were boring.  Cute-ish, but I won't remember a single one of them starting yesterday.  It's probably for the best, seeing as I'm still mourning the loss of Eric and the other four (two of the four, to be honest) Black Bears from too many weeks ago.  I get all emotional and weird every time I'm reminded of the good times we had taking selfies in the van and getting carried away with violent games of capture the flag.  God, here I go again.  If I have any more charming campers my eyes will bleed. 

With the stupid amount of fun I had that second session and the few meals I’ve shared with older groups in the dining hall since, I have no doubt that I’ve found my target audience: 12-13 year old boys. Little dudes that age think I'm God of Fun.  I made a table of Black Bears laugh until they cried while explaining Jay Z's (my devoted husband of 15 years) future concert locations- all of which were performances for charities that supported a variety of neglected disabled animals- a barn in Massachusetts for goats in need, a large outhouse in Little Rock for Vietnam veteran spiders... the kids were all on the floor by the time we got to discussing his February 2015 concert on the moon for autistic lava rocks.

Although the time with my 4^th-5^th grade kiddos was largely drool inducing, our brief Leadville backpacking trip (two nights, 3ish days) was an unforgettable disaster.  We hiked in on the first day while the sky threw a tantrum- crying and pissing all over our tents and stuff, which meant that we were all wet and desperate when we realized that we were given the wrong fuel for our stoves, forcing us to rely on Scott’s soggy campfire skills to cook weird grits.

Meanwhile, Xander, the quietest camper of the bunch, neglected to bring his medically-required-to-have-at-all-times Epi pen in his pack for the trip, which was a huge deal, considering he’s severely allergic to bee stings and fire ant bites.  The moment we learned that Xand-man was without his epi on the second day, we immediately packed up and hiked everybody back down beside the highway for fear that his throat would close at any moment.  That grass lot was the only place where we had a single bar of cell phone service, and Great Scott and I figured in the case of an emergency, we could flag down a family-friendly car on the road and hitchhike our way to the nearest hospital.  However, despite our many calls, voicemails and text-pleads for help from camp, we never heard word from anyone, and had to wait anxiously for our pre-scheduled pick-up time the next day at noon.  I didn’t sleep a wink, and I'm eternally pissed at the anaphylaxis that never came for taking whatever spooky dreams I could've had that night away from me. 

On top of all that shit, I got my monthly-ish slap in the vag from Mother Nature early in the morning on the second day.  I brought one tampon.  One.  Without stealing guaze from the expedition med kit, the best solution I could think of was to sneak off into the trees every thirty to sixty minutes and wipe up with leaves.  I used my only tampon that night, and shoved a bandana down my pants for the long car ride back to camp the next day (I burned that bandana in a ceremonial Fuck You Fire later that night) because the gas station we stopped at sold no tampons. By the way, it's criminal for a convenience store to sell paintings of dying wolves, york peppermint patties and fishing licenses, but zero feminine products.  I briefly considered buying a pack of adult diapers, but my sobriety quickly shot that idea dead.  I have to be at least five (two) beers deep to consider slapping on some pampers.

Obviously I wouldn't have made it through the trip without my co-counselor Scotch Tape.  I've explained before why Glass of Scotch is a superhero, but here are two more instances of his Indiana Jones instincts: 

1. Within seconds of discovering that one of our campers got a bloody nose, he pulled a knife from his pocket, cut a piece off his sleeve, rolled it tight, and shoved it up her nose

2. He sprinted down river the moment he saw that our clumsiest camper dropped her water bottle cap over a waterfall, and emerged from the trees five tense minutes later with wet pants and cap in hand

I, on the other hand, cried real tears when pizza was placed on my table for dinner the night we returned from Leadville.  I was so surprised and overwhelmed at the sight of unreasonably cheesy pizza after a couple of mildly stressful nights, tears fell without my consent before a table of terrified campers, convinced they'd been assigned to share a meal with a shit show.  And to be perfectly honest, they weren't wrong.  I've settled into my place here.  I know my role.  Halfway through the summer, when others were promoted to Head Girls' Counselor or Director of Camp Spirit, I was promoted to Queen of Random, a position I’ve taken with great pride and responsibility.  In accordance with my new title, my relentless commitment to triple dog daring my campers to eat without their hands during dinner and my insistence on dancing while facilitating a conversation about conquering fears earned myself a 2/3 for “Maturity” on my staff evaluation.  One of my kids casually mentioned to another counselor that he has a "pretty sweet set up," because while Scott is the counselor that "makes us do stuff and learn things, Kaylin is just here to have fun".  Whoops.

Despite my incompetence, underlined by my campers now calling me a number of unapproved nicknames like Nose Ring, Daddy Pig, and my personal favorite, Kissy Kissy Eyebrow, I must be doing a mediocre job, because the "Counselors of the Session" gift card things were awarded to Scott and I today, and I’m feelin all sorts of butterflies.  Confused, self-doubting butterflies.

Lastly, I want to take a minute to brag about my final day off before the end of camp, which I spent entirely with my other half, Leah, better known as Larry, a beautiful goon from Massachusetts who shares my love of morning dance parties and irrational leggings.  Subsequent to sucking down a choco-milkshake in a store that sold "Pork Chunks" unironically, we made a visit to the Bailey Country Store, where there's a small but very convincing Sasquatch sighting museum (? Not sure what else to call it, seeing as it was also a grocery store and internet cafe) that played the Mama Mia soundtrack exclusively, where Larry purchased a phony raccoon hat, and I had an uncomfortably long conversation with the cashier about her daughter’s decision to study digital art at Chapman.  After swallowing multiple slices of pineapple pizza (duh) on a porch while some dude and his hound dumpster dived in the corner of the parking lot, we wrapped up our adorable day-long date by laying out our sleeping bags in the theatre and fell asleep with mouthfuls of m&ms as Monsters Inc streamed on the TV.  However, my blissful slumber was rudely interrupted by Larry in the middle of the night, who was convinced that there was an animal in the trash because "the bag was moving" and the rustling had woken her up.  I gave her a healthy dose of shit for her nighttime rodent paranoia during the following days, but it turns out that she was right.  There was a mouse living in the trash can.  RJ, another counselor, noticed it while guiding his campers through some rainy day activities a few days later and threw it in the dumpster out behind the dining hall.

I'll never hear the end of it.

BYE,

Kay

P.S. I’m applying to transfer to CU because the thought of spending another 2.5 years in New York City is nauseating and I’m happy here do I need another reason DAD